Poetry? :)

I shouldn't be sharing these since they're supposed to be getting published, but whatever. idc.


AS LONG AS I LIVE

Love today, hate tomorrow
Fill me with happiness, fill me with sorrow
Angry words, I shall forgive
I'll never stop loving you, as long as I live


ALONE

Burning bridges, shore to shore.
You turn your back, friends no more.
I look away, surprised to see,
Who I am is no longer me.
I don't know if it's time to regress,
But I find myself saying less and less.
I wonder if there's time to turn back
To regain what now I lack
I hope there is, fore the pain is unbearable.
I'm afraid I'm lost in something terrible.
In the darkness, how long is unknown
Forever in darkness, from now on... Alone.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY


Happy birthday, Happy birthday.
Even though you're gone
It's what I shall say
Every March 4th from here on.
Happy birthday, Happy birthday
Just as I promised
I sing it as I cry and I lay
Please know I love you... Honest.
Happy birthday, Happy birthday
Just as I did these past years
May your spirit sway
With all my falling tears
Happy birthday, Happy birthday
Four years since your death
I'm not sure what else to say
Still each year I'll sing to you... Until my last breath.


HALEY HUNTER

Haley Hunter, my reflection
Showing me eyes upon the ocean
Providing loves sustenence
In an emotionally anorexic world.







erm yeah xD haha. Jus' a little bit of stuff for you to read.

NO MORE SAD POETRY WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. D':>

I like this.

Thanks and not all my poetry is sad, most of it is actually love poems, even if I'm not in love at the time x)

I know this one is sad but hehrrrr I wanna post it.

LIFE LESSONS

As tears backed up inside my heart
I realized it was her time to depart
Her life slipped away
As I sat with her on her last day
A morphine tank by her bedside
Dad turned it off, she said goodbye
Yet it was her wish, 'no more pain'
So right then, in death she was lain
I forgot to tell her, I'm sorry, so much
I never mentioned, I love her a bunch
In my eyes, she was a godly love
And I can't wait to see her again above
And to you, the reader of this
One day she will be missed
So I guess all I have to say
Is love your mama before it's too late.


YOU AND ME

One day you said to me
"I really hope we can forever be
Cuz we're like the land and the sea,
There's not an inch separating you from me."
I fell once more, head over heels
over and over, my mind reels
All bad thoughts, your love kills
My whole body gets the chills
I love you Efren
You never keep me guessin'
And you never will be less than
Any other men
I hope you keep my heart under lock and key
Safe and happy it will be
And we can be together, you see
Forever against the world, just you and me


I MISS YOUR KISS

I miss your kiss
and everything we shared
A hit and miss
Wasted time I cared
At first glance
I fell hard
Our first dance
Out in your yard
My pounding heart
Beating out of my chest
I never wanted to be apart
You were better than the rest
But I guess it failed
Was I nothing to you?
My heart was given back, mailed
Well, I guess that's nothing new...
But was it necessary to spite me?
Take away my happiness
Lock it up and throw away the key
Yet... I still miss your kiss.


MR. BIPOLAR

I've gotten tired of
Your foolish love games
I'm so sick of your bipolar love
And all your fake claims
I'm an idiot for believing what you said
As many times as I had since
You had me wishing I was dead
After my fire turned to flints
But I learned something too
That's not love
And with you..
I now know it never was
I guess you can say,
That I've moved on
And while you're begging me to stay
I'll already be long gone
But that's all right because..
You'll change your mind once again
Since your love didn't stay; it never does.
But when I show that I'm ok.. what then?


THIS GENERATION

These days I've become
Accustomed to the disrespect
We have towards those we shun
Because of what we see in our aspects
I've gotten used to
The negativity I recieve all day
And all the things my peers do
And all the things they say
Fit or be fitted
One way or another
Words roll off their tongues so acrid
Just to hurt each other
Stuff the mold perfectly
Does it make you feel better
To discriminate against me
Since I disagree with the bias in setter
It's okay, I understand
For some, your sadness is their elation
And I don't dislike your brand
I just strongly dislike this generation


LONG AGO

May it be a little ironic,
I think it's kind of comic
That after all that's been said and done
You're gunna be the lonely one
Coming back on your hands and knees
You bring me roses, but sting me with bees
Appologies deluge from your lips
But perverse still seems to drip
You leave not only me alone
But the also your true intentions shown
You think you're leaving me discarded
Yet you're the one who comes back broken hearted
Don't come back to me any more
Just go ahead and walk out that door
I've been thinking this through
And I'm way to good for you
So goodbye, and this time it's the last
No longer will you come and go so fast
My heart is not a toy, just so you know
So now, you and me are so long ago.


FOR YOU

Misplaced trust in old friends
All good things seem to come to an end
We grow out of people like we do clothes
When will it last, no one will ever know
These nights are getting longer
And so much colder than before
My heart is becoming stronger
After every closing door
Every tear that falls in my lonely hours
And my heart-- the last of your love it devours
In the middle of the night without you
And memories of the old things you and I used to do
I was kind of hoping you'd fall for me again
I'd wake in the middle of the night
As the phone rang with a call from you, then
You'd tell me you loved me; tears in my eyes
It never came, you never cared
But even then, the dreams were still there
A bit like a kid, wishing on a falling star
Across the milky way, it's come so far
You and I; we grew apart
But though you forgot about me
You'll always have a place in my heart
And I'll forever wish you and I might be...


I'M GONE

I've been through this all
I'm stronger now
And I thought I was prepared for the fall
So to you; my heart I endowed
It was better than ever
You were seemingly perfect to me
And nearly everyday we were together
It fit into my heart, your key
But little did I see
You were sleeping around
You busy little bee
Only sexually bound
Cheat me once, shame on you
Cheat me twice, shame on me
I just couldnt see the bad you do
I was just too blinded to see
I don't believe you at all
So I'm leaving and moving on
Don't even come knocking on my door
It's over, that's it. I'm gone.


ISMAEL

I sit here and try to write how I feel for you
All I know is you make breathing hard to do
My heart tends to quickly beat
Every time you look at me
And when we hold hands, your's in mine
Forever I hope we'll be intertwined
And when we kiss, help me now
Everything I have, to you I endow
I hope you don't mind me staring
I hope you don't mind me caring
Because it's new to me, everything you are
They came true, all my wishes on shooting stars
Past promises to me were broken
They were lost, many friendship tokens
But that doesn't matter when I'm with you
It's intriguing, everything you do.
And though we're going steady
I've written so much already
Yet it's not exact, still not all
Right now, in love I think I fall..
I'll stop now before this gets to long
But I promise to you this can't go wrong
I still have so much more to say
Way to much to even explain
You're all I've ever wanted, all I hoped for
One closed but this one's open, amour's door
But unlike my feelings, this must end
So last but not least, I love you my friend.


STAY

We were once not one, but two
To eachother, honest and true.
But we fell apart, what a mess.
It all just took it's toll, I needed to rest.
But my heart began to crack,
and I felt like such an insomniac
Because you're on my mind every hour the day
But even then my thoughts stray away
I just can't get you to stay...
For some reason I can't feel the way I used to
and I feel as if the rain cries the tears I refuse to
Because my heart isn't as whole as it should be
Ever since you took half of it and every part of me
We are over, and so am I
To live again, I will try.
But I'm not sure if I'll ever be the same
Maybe someday, back the way I came.
But until then, the new me remains...
...
The only thing that decided to stay..


A THING OF THE PAST

My life used to be intertwined with your's
But now I don't have a clue who you are anymore
Where have you gone, my friend?
Please tell me this is not the end..
From time to time, I'd think of the breakup
Before you and I both grew up.
And I wonder if it was all fake
Every action and word you spake
I don't know you anymore, and maybe I never did
Maybe it was just a crush, from kid to kid.
But maybe it wasn't, maybe it was real
I didn't know then, and still don't know how to feel.
I thought it was my fault, what you did to me.
Little did I know, little did I see.
That it was all for show
That you wrecked it for someone that you barely know
I used to cry at night
Tried to make it better, tried to make it right.
You would decline, you would accept
From day to day, I didn't know what to expect
Because you realized something I saw long before
The feelings I had, you chose to ignore
They were there for you, but you thought not
I was there for you too, but me; you never saught.
You made me feel like I was the crazy one
Made me believe that we were over and done
But just now you decide to show?!
At this point.. You're just somebody that I used to know.


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ho-kay. Thanks for reading these. Haha xD Hope you liked them

Bambii wrote:I shouldn't be sharing these since they're supposed to be getting published, but whatever. idc.

Jumping the gun a little early don't ya think?

Korasi wrote:

buckthefuffalo wrote:

Bambii wrote:I shouldn't be sharing these since they're supposed to be getting published, but whatever. idc.

Jumping the gun a little early don't ya think?

Yeah. Seriously. They're good, buuuuuuuuuut.....

Wow guys look I can multi quote.
I mean yeah I agree with them.